2016Week19 The Person I Intend to Become!!
What would the person I intend to become do next?”
That is such a big question. It’s a question that you can ask yourself many times a day, as life is a series of “nows”, and a series of minute by minute choices.
My choice On and Off this course or so has been to not share what is going on for me in my Hero’s Journey through my blog. As Mark would say, it’s easier to stay in your comfort zone than break out and face some challenging things in your life, in order to to become the person you want to be.
Thank you for visiting my blog today. I have been reading many blogs over this 2016 MKE session and making comments to help you as the member. However, I stayed in my comfort zone. I want to be able to write and share myself (as many of you do). I have read other blogs which reflect myself and you know who you are, if you are reading this.
I’ve even was dropped from the weekly blogroll because I had not posted for 3 weeks in a row. But, then, there was a member who through her own trials and challenges has helped me to look at myself and ask myself the question, “What would the person I intend to become do next?”….So, Wednesday Night 7:00pm Mountain Standard Time… I am writing a blog entry.
YES… I know who she is but I don’t know if I am brave enough to take the steps I need to take to get her there! If you scan through my blog, you’ll see I really didn’t share much about myself…Should I go back and write something? Or forge forward today on…?? If you want to help encourage me, follow me for automatic updates on my weekly posts or write a comment. I know that these comments really helps keep the “fire” burning. I know I have let my own fire smolder, yet I am in a MKMMA every Thursday morning that kept the interest, yet now really got me to write.
So… I am writing again. Trying to jumpstart this motor again…
To do this course properly and to really grow you have to form new ways of thinking and this involves doing EVERYTHING that Davene [the Fabulous One], Mark and the team have devise for you to do in this spectacular course, DAILY, even 3 times a day. It’s there for a reason and has been carefully, meticulously thought through. I would start off the day well, but not do the reading at work, and then the reading petered off at night time. I know I don’t got this HABIT down…
One thing I have learned about myself through this course is that I love helping people. I was a member, I became a guide, and still…. Lack in writing…Negative, yet a reality that I need to change… I need to develop some commitment to myself, and some self discipline in me, to find my own greatness, before I can help others find their greatness. Then WATCH OUT!
So back to, what would the person I intend to become do next?
Long term goal? Definitely, I will be doing this course again in September. I will continue to do the sits [quiet reflective times, prayerful times, listening] everyday. And I will find my true path and share myself with others by being a part of the MKE team.
Short term goal? Give my reflections to the team and engage to make the next 6 weeks….2 units of 3 weeks…. the best 2016-2017 Masterkey Experience for you the member … and everyone else who is reading my post and commenting.
Thank you for enriching my life Mark and Davene and the whole team.